DO I /SHOULD I/WILL I ??

As I sit in the usual boring class,watching this dude twirl his pen about his fingers like an idiot.This idiot who is narrating this tried the same with awesome results-THE PEN FALLS OUT OF REACH.
Wow am bad at this too,and wats more amazing I dont even feel like bending my back to retrieve the pen.Great now what!!!
I borrow a pen from another disinterested gal,who volunatrily sacrifices her pen for my pleasure.Talk about selflessness!!
The teacher tries desperately in Hindi and English to drill her point into our thick skulls!!Am I listening??Thats for you to infer
This jenny ass(it's the opposite of jackass for those who dont know)sits next to me ,noting everything mam says.Ohh wow shes actually listening after some observation i realize shes just a robot who is mechannically noting everything.She happens to be my first year room-mate(talk about torture!!!).Everyone i know calls her sweet,cute(and all those words which happens to give me goose-bumps).I am not denying these qualities in her but all that i ask is for the world to acknowledge that the tiny pieces of evilness induced in her is all thanks to ME!!
Now am back to wondering what to do ..hmmmm....i start the missed call chain...and that dies within 5 minutes.I get the strange feeling that my watch has stopped,I strike it twice and to my relief i observe the seconds hand ticking away at its own pace....OHH God HOW DO I KILL TIME??
Three musketeers(I dunno why i call them so maybe its coz they are always armed to attacke me) sit adjacent talking and discussing again am not too enthusiastic to voice my views there too.
AAAHHH..Yes..i finally realize..YAWN...AAHH the pleasure of catching a wink of sleep during class.I realize one of the simplest and most beautiful experience which is not given much attention in my life now a days..SLEEP...drift away into your fantasy world.Close you eyes..rest your head on your hand or a book or of course a pillow.(I know thats too much of a luxury to ask during class hours).
One more glance around the class two dudes yawn inconspicuoulsy...but ahaa...Miss Sherlock Holmes detects them.
I am like any other student who craves sleep especially during class hours.The jenny ass next to me kicks the desk to wake me and bring me back to the real world,the harsh reality,the farce!!OHH MYY!!!
I realize am actually over reacting and there are at least 20 students who are ACTUALLY paying attention to mam.Then I realize I prefer to let my mind wander,and its by choice.Then the realization my mind is like a wild buffalo rampaging my meadow of fantasy.
Do I want to train it?? Should I??
I prefer my laidback attitude,am disinterested,and life's ok being disinterested.
The question is should I or should not change ?
(For those who are interested to know my decision to change or stay as such the blog name speak a lot "IF YOU REST YOU RUST").